Life is short

It has been few months I haven't posted any topics here. Things were changed too fast in the past few months and I couldn't even have time to feel it, I guess the Lord tries to teach me the meaning of life through the real lessons but it really cost too much.

Yes, my son passed away for almost four months and our life is back to normal, at least it seems normal. My wife won't cry while she watch advertisement for baby products on TV. We watch movies, go shopping like what we were usually doing before we had our son. But I know, in our heart, the scar is there and can never be removed. Or should I say that we do not want to remove it.

I seriously tired to stay here and I hope that I would make some changes in my life. I think my wife need some changes as well. I wish I can post the next topic in a very soon future to talk about something positive.

Last not least, Alfie, my lovely son, we love you and we will always remember you.

Happy New Year 2009

Today is the last day of the Year 2008. I have no elsewhere to go and just stay at home surf Internet and chatting with my net friends. As the summary of this year, although I have not archieved any targets but there are still something worth to be taken down: first and foremost, my wife and me lodged our migration application though there is still pending to be assigned a Case Officer but at least we made our first step. Second, I published my first paper in my life and the second, the third, the fourth is on the way and hopefully it can be born in year 2009. Third, I visited Hong Kong, a crowned city in August, definitely great experiences in my life. Also, there are something frustrating me. The most important one, maybe, should goes to my career prospect. Getting less salary is not something I should worried in my current age but what I worried is the current enviorment could not help me improve my skills much.

In the coming new year, I wish all my loved family members and friends could have a meaningful year. Happy New Year.

Busy? Relax?

I haven't post articles for a quite long while. It's simply because there are not many things happened in the past few months. My migration application is still moving slowly and no response from Australia side. Also, no surprised to me that I've only got RM 70+ for my increment (or I shouldn't expect much from the first day join in INTI.) but anyway I should be happy for at least I got increment and someone even worse. But not everything goes bad, at least I've got another paper going to be published in a conference and few papers are on the way. Moreover, my lovely wife and me booked a Hong Kong trip and hopefully I can post some fabulous photos after.

It's the first day of my college's eighth week, not the time to relax and not very busy at the moment.